YES IT IS POSSIBLE!

Well yesterday I mentally put as a free day considering I went berserk I mean not only did I have the special K bars I also had a pack of those Bajan mix crackers that are sold in the health food shop and are supposed to be healthy but come on the amount of salt in that's a joke. I had two bananas and a granola bar (peanuts) this morning I tasted the salt in my sweat (I think) well I definitely felt the peanuts on my chest (I'm astmatic and the last thing I should be having is nuts..Anyhow sa la vie today is a new day and glory be to God for that one. Started off well and is still going that way. I couldn't help but drink some senna bush tea this morning to help me get rid of that stuff I ate yesterday I know it's not good and I felt cramps running to the loo but I don't want to put on weight and I feel better that it's all gone. (Issues I know) I enjoyed reading Katies blog she's such a inspiration. I really want to get my degree when I go back to England but was thinking how difficult it would be working and studying but she really proved that it's possible. (and she has children)
Anyhow I'm working late today decided to put in a few hours in office and can't wait until tomorrow morning's gym session. I was feeling a little dishearten this morning coz I want this weight to drop like NOW! But of course it doesn't and I know it will it's just about being patient.
I was wondering why I went on a binge yesterday and all I could think about was the fact that I bought my ticket for the UK and that sent me into a mode of depression for some strange reason I mean come why should I feel depressed I should be happy right? I"m going to see my baby, I know why..It's because I feel stressed knowing that I"ve set myself a target to reach 160lb by 11th April now I am pressured! Will I do can I do it..Is it possible all these things and more.

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