Day 10

I've felt somewhat tired this week don't know if it's because I'm not drinking enough green tea but I'm feeling tired and can't wait for 4.30 to come along so I can go home and sleep. Well my energy is still up there in the mornings. Last night made a lovely spinich cucumber carrot juice...actually better than I expected.
I've been feeling very anxious about going to England and finishing this fast I just want it to hurry up and end so I can get on with the next chapter/level...I'm thinking of a master plan for when I finish this so that I'm not left in limbo land wondering how I"m going to overcome the next 20lbs to loose. I'm only assuming I will need to take off another 20lbs. Anyhow I'm feeling anxious and can't wait!

I've not been all that honest with Andrew I've not told him about this juice fasting infact I keep telling him I'm eating KFC burgers etc and I actually think he believes me..little does he know I've been juicing all this time and by the time he sees me he will have a shock at how much weight I've lost eating all the stuff I've been telling him I'm eating! tee hee sorry babe if you're reading this after all this is done..! but it was all for you sugar! all for you.

I'm finding that I'm getting more paitient again and not so agitated although I'm very serious about everything I set my mind to. Yes so right about now this juicing and gym is dominating my thoughts and not too sure if that's a good thing.
I'm feeling a little distant from New Dimensions...need to understand that.